Incredibly Overwhelmed

I'm going to start blogging on Faith-Filled Steps again. I haven't posted anything on here in almost 2 years. I don't know why the urge to come back happened. It just did.

I'm incredibly overwhelmed in my life right now. With a range of emotions from excitement that everything is about to change for the good to panic to anger to tears. And usually I hit all those emotions over a span of 10 minutes.

I'm ready for change. I'm ready for a fresh start.

Only, everything is SO confusing right now.

The only thing I know FOR SURE is that I won't be living in this town the rest of my life. I hear the doors closing to opportunities here. I see the windows closing on relationships here. I know this town is/was just a season in my life, I just don't know when I get to leave and move on.

We're in the process now of fixing the house up to put on the market. There's been a bunch of snags and the process is going s-l-o-w. I get so stressed and frustrated that all I want to do is stamp my feet and scream that I want it done NOW.

God's timing only seems to make sense AFTER the thing you have been waiting for happens. You look back and see why this had to happen so that could happen.

So I am back to being overwhelmed. There is packing, storing, painting and decorating to do. We still have to check out our cities of interest and pick one to move to. I still have articles piled up in my favorites folders to read. Crafts I need to finish. Plans I need to make. Decisions to sort. It goes on and on.

I'm hoping to use FFS as a place to vent and maybe help clear my confusion. I guess I am writing a diary...without a lock. {grin}